Write It Down

It always amuses me that how private my Master is in public. He’s not in the least an attention seeker in day to day life and he keeps his filthy streak tucked away for people who care to notice. (It happened to be my first impression of him which tells you a lot about me.)

But once you get to know him and see his private side, he love exhibitionism and to assert that sexual streak. He loves having people notice me and Princess and uses the public gaze as part of his dominance. He loves to fuck where people might see or there is that sense of frisson that you might get spotted by someone.

I am the complete opposite in many ways. I have always dressed in a way that tends to attract attention and people tend to notice me even when I’m not aiming to be visible but sexually I’ve always like secretive and furtive. The idea of fucking for an audience makes me clench tight and not in a good way.

But submitting to a man who enjoys showing me off is a hugely important part of my life so I’ve challenged myself to be less hidden sexually. Blogging has become a real pleasure and I love fucking objects on camera by myself yet found fucking Princess on camera when we made some porn for my Master’s birthday a real challenge.

But my Master’s orders to be slutty out in the public realm no longer scare me quite as much as they used to and I look forward to them.So I was all ears when he rewarded me for surprising him with the publicness of the guest post for Girl on the Net and wanted to make show it showed me off.

I was to take my laptop to a cafe or bar and write my next post publicly knowing that someone could theoretically see over my shoulder at any time. But first I was to fuck myself with both the John Holmes dildo and the Belladonna Bitch Fist toy in the bathroom of the cafe and make sure I was still gaping from an orgasm with each.

There’s a cafe near my house popular with cyclists and cycle couriers that seemed like an excellent place to admire the sights on a Saturday afternoon and take advantage of how noticeable a woman without any sign of a bike is in there. I wore the ridiculously revealing dress from last weekend that caused my Uber driver to take two wrong turns in a ten minute drive because all he could see in his mirror was my tits spilling over.

I definitely noticed that slight twitch to attention of a man’s head when they notice a woman walk by as I went to the loo, knowing my presence had been felt. I also knew the cafe was mainly frequented by men because the toilet was clean but dark and tiny and I had to use the suction cup of the dildo to help me crouch over it fucking that massive cock like I was on top until I came.

Walking back out I was sure I looked like my legs were shaking and I had a guilty look on my face. I picked out a seat where I could watch and be watched and started writing well aware that both the dildo and my cunt were still wet as I did. I particularly enjoyed flicking back and forward linking to old pieces on the blog knowing many of them had photos and wondering what might be visible in the process.

Before I left I went back to the bathroom, cunt still wet and urge to misbehave publicly yet privately still strong and tried to fuck myself with the fist toy too but the lay out of the toilet defeated me and sent me home for a little editing shall we say?

Just as well I have some photos from previous occasions to share properly then….

Belladonna Bitch Fist toy in cunt

 

Write It Down

Early Days

I’m becoming more of a morning person recently than I used to be. Princess used to tease me that I couldn’t fuck before midday because I’m so slow to get going properly in the mornings but she and my Master seem to be converting me between them.

So when my Master woke me on Monday morning by playing with my nipple piercings and pressing against my bare ass I enjoyed opening my eyes slowly to my kind of alarm call. I enjoyed feeling him stir even more when he put my hand on his cock and started getting hard under my fingers.

I hadn’t even moved from the position I’d woken up in only opening both my legs as much as my eyes before he was on top of me fucking me slowly and deeply. It was the most vanilla sex I think he and I have ever had and I wanted to pull him closer and deeper into me to embrace it as much as him.

I was intrigued to see that I can still, despite his careful patient training of my cunt, come from the missionary position and that his cock still feels fantastic without any toys or tying up or anything else. It’s quite the way to wake up in fact.

And it didn’t just make me and him horny but it woke Princess right up in the right way too. My Master could see her squirming and opening her mouth in the way that says her cunt is soaking wet as she watched and he told her to take her panties off and open her legs for him.

He went straight from my cunt to hers with his cock as she pulled him as tight as I had a few minutes earlier. I lay beside them in the half light of the morning still drowsy from sleep and being well fucked and listening to the sound of them fucking. The catch and gasp of her breath, the sound of her cunt getting slicker and wetter and then him giving her orders to come for him as he slapped her clit.

She’d barely stopped coming when he put her on her back and started opening her wet well fucked cunt up with his fingers. Two, then three with more groans and gasps and his fourth duck billing in and out of her cunt as his thumb grazed her swollen clit. He lubed his hand generously and fucked her by swivelling his hand in and out and side to side until she came again even harder than before.

It was glorious being a spectator to the intensity of their fucking but it felt like no effort to get up to join them when my Master ordered me over. He took my hand and lubed it for me before guiding it to Princess’s cunt and pressing it against how wet and ready it felt for more.

I barely had to make a movement as my fingers slid right in up to the widest point of my knuckles with incredible ease. A slight arch and twist of my hand curved my fingers round to tuck my thumb in and allowed me the pressure needed for sliding my whole fist inside. I leaned into her and she arched her back to push her hungry cunt against me and the two actions had my hand past that widest point almost instantly.

The sound of her sucking her breath in as she felt filled up matched the feeling of her cunt pulling my hand in up to the wrist with its own motion. Sir watched with his hand on his cock and added just the amount of lube I needed to let my wrist glide inside as deep as needed so I could open my hand out to close it again in a clenched shape.

I ¬†gently opened and closed my clenched fist so that it stretched Princess’s cunt wider as I fucked her. The motion of my fingers brushed against that swollen inner part of her cunt that might be her cervix but feels almost like another clit to play with inside. Either way the action made open her mouth so wide in pleasure it would have been a shame if Sir hadn’t slipped his cock inside it when he did.

It certainly meant she couldn’t say anything at all when he put the wand on her clit as I kept fucking her cunt with my opened and closed fist until she came so hard his cock disappeared down her throat and my hand couldn’t move anymore for the intensity of her orgasm around it as her cunt held me tight.

I couldn’t bear to pull my hand out of her cunt after that leaving her empty and aching for the feeling of fullness. My Master took pity on both of us and the opportunity for his own orgasm at that point. He pulled me onto my knees, still up to the wrist in Princess and fucked me knowing his orgasm was causing me to fist his wife at the same time. How could I not come again too feeling them both so close to orgasm?

No wonder we all needed a nap after that wake up call…

 

Early Days

Painted Lady

One of my least favourite things in life is fancy dress parties. Something about them is too like organised fun for my liking especially if they are themed. The last time I went to one I basically dressed as myself and told anyone who enquired what my costume was that I’d come as a slut. They tended to laugh not knowing if I was joking or not.

It finally occurred to me the other day after spending two hours online hunting down a particular style of dress that I know would make my Master hard to see me wear why fancy dress has so little interest for me. I simply prefer my dress up to daily rather than special occasions.

Few things make me happier than dressing up for my Master whether it’s latex or a tightly laced corset or my waist trainer or a dress wore with no knickers underneath on his orders. His orders use my love of making the most of an outfit and he definitely appreciates all those little femme details I love like red lipstick or long hair and eyeliner crying out to be smudged as he fucks me stupid.

But I also realised that I love dressing up for Princess too. Some of her tastes overlap with Sir’s although she prefers to fuck me while I’m completely naked and not wearing anything tight. That makes it a little bit harder to find things to wear explicitly for her pleasure but this week she showed me a particular shade of bright blue nail polish she would love me to wear as the thought of it turns her on.

So today I plan to cut my nails nice and short and shape them precisely for ease of use and then paint my nails in that bright glossy almost indigo blue polish she picked out. Then when she gets home from work I intend to tell her to lie back on their new sofa with her legs spread wide open for me so I can play with her clit while all she can see the blue nail polish moving between her legs.

I might let her come once like if she’s being good and not too much a brat or maybe just the right kind of bratty where she begs for more orgasms nicely. Then I’ll keep my thumb on her clit and slide two fingers inside her fucking her back and forth til she tries to pull her legs up in the air because she wants to come.

Then I’ll slide my other fingers into her from the other hand and use them in a scissoring motion to open her cunt up while I decide whether she gets to rub her own clit at the same time or just come full of my fingers and her greed for more.

When I’m finished I’ll kiss her cunt and let her lick her own come and cunt juices off my fingers so she gets to appreciate that bright blue nail polish once again. If she already thought that blue was the warmest colour that way she’ll definitely get wet thinking about it in the future.

Plus she can watch my nails flashing back and forth on my phone screen and wonder what I’m telling my Master about her warm wet wide open cunt afterwards…

Painted Lady

Numbers Game

So I told you yesterday that my cunt was famous and then I went back to wondering what the largest thing I could slide into it was. Then curiosity got the better of me in other and I decided to test my maths skills by seeing how many views in total the Xhamster videos had had.

I’m extremely good at estimating the size of things when I’m putting them in my cunt and I can eyeball the size and girth of any kind of cock with ease, but I am terrible with numbers to the point where my Master really has to bite his lip from saying something about how embarrassing it is.

If I could actually drive I’d be a stereotype of a woman driver who can’t gauge spatial awareness to park her car and mortified by it. Those ‘guess who many’ games were my nemesis at school fetes and waiters love me because I can only work tips out by rounding up massively.

So my guess was that my twenty one videos had had about 35,000 views in total and felt smug about being able to say that thousands of people had seen my cunt without any hyperbole. Then I used an actual calculator and discovered that my videos had just over 111,000 views in total.

I think you know you are a gold star slut when you can measure the number of people who’ve watched you masturbate in the hundreds of thousands and immediately wonder what would get you to a quarter of a million views…

Numbers Game

Slide Right In

I enjoyed taking videos of me playing with the Doxy the other day for my Master and it amused me when he told me to send it to Princess while she was at work. There’s something incredibly hot about sending utter filth to people when you know they shouldn’t really be looking at it on work time or when they are having dinner with granny.

But getting such a good response to the clip from my Master and Princess who both felt the urge to take a quick break from work at that point made me keen to share it here too. WordPress is awful for embedding video so I went back to my XHamster account to post it.

I’d sort of forgotten about it while I’d been paying attention to my Clips 4 Sale account and I was amazed to see the number of views the videos on XHamster had racked up. Just over 11,000 views on the Coke can clip alone. My cunt is famous it seems.

I enjoyed seeing the comments complimenting my Master on his training and seeing some of the suggestions of things I can try stretching my cunt with next. I’m not sure I’ll take some of them up on the bedpost or the dog toys, but it did make me keen to keep experimenting and adding the occasional clip to thank you all for reading and looking.

Watch this space…

 

 

 

Slide Right In

Absolutely Ruin Me

My Master is being very generous with the Doxy at the moment and he had me playing with it again on the sofa the other day. I enjoyed lying back in all that space, knowing their housemates could walk in at any time and reading this excellent fisting story while pressing the Doxy against my cunt.

When it came to slipping the head of the Doxy inside me I videoed* it to send to him and was impressed to see that it only took 18 seconds for the whole thing to slide into my gaping cunt. That recent stretching is definitely paying off.

The whole head of the Doxy in my gaping cunt

I enjoyed fucking myself back and forward with it on the lowest speed to warm me up before really starting to take the power up through my soaking wet cunt. It didn’t take long to get to this stage of wanting the toy inside but also wanting to be able to come.

Doxy wand stretching my wet cunt wide open

 

And in order to be able to come I needed the Doxy pulled out to the widest point to stretch me as much as possible. All while at full power and fucking it side to side in my slippery wet cunt to completely ruin it as I came so hard I ejaculated at the same time.

Stretched open til I gape with the wand inside my pussy

No wonder my Master was pleased with me. This is making me greedy for even more stretching….

 

 

*And if you are greedy for more videos, remember I have a selection at Clips4Sale you can enjoy anytime

Absolutely Ruin Me