Broadening My Mind

For someone who’s fucked a lot of men, I’ve actually seen comparatively few huge cocks. Obviously by the law of averages some are smaller and some are larger but ones that make you raise your eyebrows at the size are surprisingly elusive.

Before I met my Master I wouldn’t have said I was a size queen. My main criteria for a cock was whether the owner could fuck me hard with it rather than quibbling over the dimensions. If pressed I’d probably have chosen girth over length for that filled up feeling I’ve always loved but I wasn’t exactly giving marks out of ten like an Olympic judge.

So I remember my first take-my-breath-away-how-big-is-that-cock extremely well because it blew my mind. This was pre internet porn when dial up meant a bigger cock just meant any clips took longer to download. Ironically I had only heard about John Holmes in those days as the inspiration for the Dirk Diggler character in Boogie Nights and it was impossible to separate the man and the myths.

I always expected that if you had a cock you could measure in feet not inches you’d carry yourself with a certain swagger from the secret of what you were packing. You’d be the man who actually had the reason for manspreading. But when it came to it I found the biggest cock I’ve ever seen in the flesh on man who worked in middle level IT who you’d never notice at a party.

Maybe I have dick-dar or he noticed me but I met him through a friend at the pub and promptly forgot about him until months later when he moved in with my friend. His flat was central to the city where I lived at the time and a favoured haunt to start or finish a night out so I got to know him a bit better but he still didn’t stand out especially.

But for some reason I ended up in the flat with him alone one night after some drug fuelled dancing to drum n’ bass and I was horny. We ended up in bed and he seemed to have a moment where it was almost difficult to undo his trousers. I didn’t think much until he actually pulled them off and his cock seemed to fill the whole room.

I literally couldn’t notice anything else but the longest thickest cock I’d ever seen. His hand seemed dwarfed by it as he got even harder and fuller. I couldn’t decide if it terrified or thrilled me but I was in a risk taking mood thanks to the popularity of speed in the 90s. I was my knees to get my mouth round him straight away and turned on to find that my mouth couldn’t close round his monster cock.

I’d never been so utterly filled up that way, forcing my mouth open, lifting my tongue back trying to swallow as much of this huge hard cock as I could. I couldn’t close my lips round him at all and it was making my mouth and eyes water from sucking and gagging like I was absolutely gorging myself myself on dick.

It was glorious and going straight to my cunt. Each time I had to open my jaw wider and lean into him lapping at the head of his cock and not being able to do anything but concentrate on it I was imagining my cunt taking him the same way. I had no illusions about being able to fuck all him but taking the top in my tight cunt was going to give him sensations to make up for him not being to able to fuck me completely senseless.

I don’t know if it was the drugs or being practically drunk on dick but I was so focused on his cock that I wasn’t paying enough attention to the rest of him and noticing his response to me. Instead of working with my mouth he was basically standing still and barely interacting. I assumed he was holding himself back not to come in my mouth so asked him to fuck me.

I don’t know if he thought I was being incredibly literal or not but without even checking to see if I was wet or acknowledging that he had a huge cock he went simply straight to fucking. I paused him for a condom but before anything else he went for penetration and into my cunt as far as possible without pause.

My cunt went dry instantly from pure pain and I sobered up in all ways making him stop and trying to explain that you can’t just go right in and fuck when your cock is built like a baby’s arm. He pouted and started pushing himself in more gradually complaining that he was close to coming.

I sensed there was very little to be gained trying to teach him and instead for one of the only times in my life I lay back and thought of England thinking ‘what’s the worst that can happen?’ as I suspected he’d have come within ninety seconds. It felt longer but I doubt it was.

He rolled off me and straight to sleep face first in his bed while I got up, got dressed and left with little more to say to him. I went home disappointed not have got to play properly with this new toy but comforted myself with the irony that his complicated double barrelled name included the word ‘broad’ proving that nominative determinism is alive and well and would make a great anecdote.

I rarely thought of him without that little chuckle to myself but only when I met my Master did I realise that such disappointing sex with such a huge cock had given the association that bigger was simply sore and held me back from being the size queen I was destined to be sooner.

But I suppose the good news is my Master would have missed out train me up like he has and stretching me out for you all to see if my first massive cock hadn’t disappointed me so much…

Broadening My Mind

Finger Fun

Princess doesn’t like penetration as much as I do (although to be fair I’ve rarely met a woman who likes penetration as much as I do.) Instead she has a greedy clit that begs for direct stimulation.

She particularly likes the Doxy with its deep rumbling vibes that make the Lovehoney wand seem just that little bit tame. When I bought mine last year it took me weeks to get used to the strength of it but she was straight in there with the highest speed pressed on her clit lapping it up like she’d found her new home in life.

So it works well that Princess always wants the Doxy when we’re fucking as it often helps take the strain physically when I’m not well enough to fuck as much as I want and last night was no exception.

I had finally found my perfect shade of blue nail polish for Princess and I promised to tease her until her cunt was dripping wet by running my hand up and down her bare thighs so she could see flashes of blue as she squirmed for me, catching her breath as my fingers brushed closer and closer to her cunt.

I love the juddering breath she takes when I do this and my hand reaches that smooth fine velvety skin right at the top of her thigh where it folds into the firm flesh of her soft shaved cunt. Tracing my finger lightly back and forth causes her to tense in that way that is pure untapped pleasure waiting to unfold and it’s glorious.

I curled my fingers round from there to cup her cunt in my hand before slowly rubbing small circles on her clit  to make her sigh and breathe shallowly. Just as I was about to lean over and put the Doxy on her she asked for it in that way that demands an orgasm.

I was feeling generous so I let her hold the Doxy on her clit as I slipped one finger inside her. My Master wants her cunt stretched and ready but because she doesn’t revel in that same fucked wide open feel I do, I needed to get creative to follow his orders but make her come for me right then and there.

With the Doxy rumbling on her clit at the lowest speed, I pressed my finger against her G Spot until she pressed down against me and turned the toy up like the greedy girl she is. As soon as the Doxy speeded up I pressed my finger up and down firmly rubbing her G Spot but pulling her cunt open and closed with each stroke.

I knew she couldn’t work out what motion I was using but I also knew she was loving it as she inched the Doxy higher and harder as I fucked her cunt slowly and steadily with this stretching action. It took her a little longer than usual to come but I could feel it building under my hand until she and her cunt exploded into an incredibly intense orgasm.

It’s amazing what you can achieve with one finger, a sense of purpose and the wand doing the hard work…

Finger Fun

Rest Well

I think it took a while for my Master to get used to the fact that 75% of the times he texted me with orders and asked where I was my reply was ‘in bed’. I like to think I started off sounding like some kind of lady of leisure lounging around ready to masturbate at the drop of a hat but quite quickly I had to explain that my health issues mean I have to rest a lot.

He’s a man who takes things in his stride with a minimum of drama so he took the opportunity for me to combine both bed rest and being ready to masturbate with many aspects of my training over the last few years. I suspect he now knows when I’m likely to be resting because his timing is impeccable with texts.

I was almost bored of conserving energy the other day when he told me to get up on my knees and ride the John Holmes toy for 10 minutes as a warm up. I was starting to get greedy for an orgasm when he told me to get up out of bed completely and take the big toy to the front room of my flat and use the suction base to fit it to the living room door that looks onto the outside space I share with my neighbours.

Once I’d put the dildo on the door I was to fuck it doggy style on my hands and knees for ten minutes knowing that my neighbours could technically see me pounding my cunt with a massive dildo if they happened to pass by. After ten minutes I was to put the Doxy on my clit piercing at full speed for a minute before I came with the huge cock still inside me.

I half love the exhibitionism my Master encourages in me and half struggle with the idea of being seen in sexual scenarios and this one pushed me. Being naked in front of my window, tits shaking getting fucked in potential full sight had me caught up in how good the toy felt pushing against my G-spot making me yearn to come when I had permission.

But then I’d remember what I was doing and where and I’d lose the motion and rhythm for a second and then I’d lean back and filled up and greedy to come again and fall back into the pattern. Ten minutes went much quicker than I expected and I didn’t even hesitate about putting the Doxy on my clit with my eyes shut feeling the orgasm tip over the edge for me.

I was spent from the exertion and ended up lying face first on the living room carpet, cock still inside me, texting my Master to thank him for the orgasm and tell him that I was considering just napping where I was. He promised me a reward if I could fall asleep with a massive cock inside me.

My only challenge was getting cold and uncomfortable on the carpet so I took the toy off the door and went back to bed, sliding it back into into my well fucked cunt before pulling the duvet over me and falling fast asleep almost instantly. I woke up half an hour later even hornier than when I went to sleep and almost had to double take to remind myself I had the toy inside.

Now that’s a reward in itself…

Rest Well

Early Days

I’m becoming more of a morning person recently than I used to be. Princess used to tease me that I couldn’t fuck before midday because I’m so slow to get going properly in the mornings but she and my Master seem to be converting me between them.

So when my Master woke me on Monday morning by playing with my nipple piercings and pressing against my bare ass I enjoyed opening my eyes slowly to my kind of alarm call. I enjoyed feeling him stir even more when he put my hand on his cock and started getting hard under my fingers.

I hadn’t even moved from the position I’d woken up in only opening both my legs as much as my eyes before he was on top of me fucking me slowly and deeply. It was the most vanilla sex I think he and I have ever had and I wanted to pull him closer and deeper into me to embrace it as much as him.

I was intrigued to see that I can still, despite his careful patient training of my cunt, come from the missionary position and that his cock still feels fantastic without any toys or tying up or anything else. It’s quite the way to wake up in fact.

And it didn’t just make me and him horny but it woke Princess right up in the right way too. My Master could see her squirming and opening her mouth in the way that says her cunt is soaking wet as she watched and he told her to take her panties off and open her legs for him.

He went straight from my cunt to hers with his cock as she pulled him as tight as I had a few minutes earlier. I lay beside them in the half light of the morning still drowsy from sleep and being well fucked and listening to the sound of them fucking. The catch and gasp of her breath, the sound of her cunt getting slicker and wetter and then him giving her orders to come for him as he slapped her clit.

She’d barely stopped coming when he put her on her back and started opening her wet well fucked cunt up with his fingers. Two, then three with more groans and gasps and his fourth duck billing in and out of her cunt as his thumb grazed her swollen clit. He lubed his hand generously and fucked her by swivelling his hand in and out and side to side until she came again even harder than before.

It was glorious being a spectator to the intensity of their fucking but it felt like no effort to get up to join them when my Master ordered me over. He took my hand and lubed it for me before guiding it to Princess’s cunt and pressing it against how wet and ready it felt for more.

I barely had to make a movement as my fingers slid right in up to the widest point of my knuckles with incredible ease. A slight arch and twist of my hand curved my fingers round to tuck my thumb in and allowed me the pressure needed for sliding my whole fist inside. I leaned into her and she arched her back to push her hungry cunt against me and the two actions had my hand past that widest point almost instantly.

The sound of her sucking her breath in as she felt filled up matched the feeling of her cunt pulling my hand in up to the wrist with its own motion. Sir watched with his hand on his cock and added just the amount of lube I needed to let my wrist glide inside as deep as needed so I could open my hand out to close it again in a clenched shape.

I ¬†gently opened and closed my clenched fist so that it stretched Princess’s cunt wider as I fucked her. The motion of my fingers brushed against that swollen inner part of her cunt that might be her cervix but feels almost like another clit to play with inside. Either way the action made open her mouth so wide in pleasure it would have been a shame if Sir hadn’t slipped his cock inside it when he did.

It certainly meant she couldn’t say anything at all when he put the wand on her clit as I kept fucking her cunt with my opened and closed fist until she came so hard his cock disappeared down her throat and my hand couldn’t move anymore for the intensity of her orgasm around it as her cunt held me tight.

I couldn’t bear to pull my hand out of her cunt after that leaving her empty and aching for the feeling of fullness. My Master took pity on both of us and the opportunity for his own orgasm at that point. He pulled me onto my knees, still up to the wrist in Princess and fucked me knowing his orgasm was causing me to fist his wife at the same time. How could I not come again too feeling them both so close to orgasm?

No wonder we all needed a nap after that wake up call…

 

Early Days

Numbers Game

So I told you yesterday that my cunt was famous and then I went back to wondering what the largest thing I could slide into it was. Then curiosity got the better of me in other and I decided to test my maths skills by seeing how many views in total the Xhamster videos had had.

I’m extremely good at estimating the size of things when I’m putting them in my cunt and I can eyeball the size and girth of any kind of cock with ease, but I am terrible with numbers to the point where my Master really has to bite his lip from saying something about how embarrassing it is.

If I could actually drive I’d be a stereotype of a woman driver who can’t gauge spatial awareness to park her car and mortified by it. Those ‘guess who many’ games were my nemesis at school fetes and waiters love me because I can only work tips out by rounding up massively.

So my guess was that my twenty one videos had had about 35,000 views in total and felt smug about being able to say that thousands of people had seen my cunt without any hyperbole. Then I used an actual calculator and discovered that my videos had just over 111,000 views in total.

I think you know you are a gold star slut when you can measure the number of people who’ve watched you masturbate in the hundreds of thousands and immediately wonder what would get you to a quarter of a million views…

Numbers Game

Slide Right In

I enjoyed taking videos of me playing with the Doxy the other day for my Master and it amused me when he told me to send it to Princess while she was at work. There’s something incredibly hot about sending utter filth to people when you know they shouldn’t really be looking at it on work time or when they are having dinner with granny.

But getting such a good response to the clip from my Master and Princess who both felt the urge to take a quick break from work at that point made me keen to share it here too. WordPress is awful for embedding video so I went back to my XHamster account to post it.

I’d sort of forgotten about it while I’d been paying attention to my Clips 4 Sale account and I was amazed to see the number of views the videos on XHamster had racked up. Just over 11,000 views on the Coke can clip alone. My cunt is famous it seems.

I enjoyed seeing the comments complimenting my Master on his training and seeing some of the suggestions of things I can try stretching my cunt with next. I’m not sure I’ll take some of them up on the bedpost or the dog toys, but it did make me keen to keep experimenting and adding the occasional clip to thank you all for reading and looking.

Watch this space…

 

 

 

Slide Right In