Fist Plus Cock

I love writing this blog for my Master. It gives me an excellent way to relive his orders for me and indulge the part of me that likes showing off my sexual tastes and exploits.

So I was amused when he mentioned over the weekend that I had left out a part of our fucking from last week. I think he thought it had had slipped my mind, but in fact I felt it needed its own post apart from the hot wax and latex.

It might have taken me a while to take the Belladonna Bitch Fist toy for him and not until he threatened to drip hot candle wax on my cunt with that tone of slight sadism that both scares me and gets me wet in equal measure.

But once I had that big fist toy completely buried in my cunt, it felt amazing. I’m so used to fisting myself with it that I’d forgotten how glorious it is to have him handling it instead. I’d already had his fist inside twice me that day but the toy has a solidness to it that is its own turn on.

He put me on all fours, wax covered ass up in the air and fisted me hard with his other hand on my clit from behind with it and all I could do was lean on my arms and and grit my teeth as I came ridiculously hard and tried not to collapse face first into the floor.

I didn’t think it could get more intense and then he pushed me down and slipped his cock into my cunt at the same time as the fist toy. I’ve never felt anything quite like it, like being stretched open to the point of pain. It took my breath away and while a large part of me wanted to keep going to find the pace of it and enjoy it, part of me felt overwhelmed to the point of telling my Master I couldn’t take it.

There is never any question that my Master will coerce or force me into anything and the trust I have in him is because of that. But I do have a tendency to panic when confronted with new things sexually and insist I can’t do them and then promptly regret it when he stops.

My Master paused enough to let me collect my thoughts and talk to him about how it felt being that stretched and after a few seconds I still couldn’t take it and he slipped his cock out and returned to pushing me with the fist toy and his fingers on my clit instead.

He and I have never used safewords to play with and use the RACK or risk aware consensual kink style instead where we keep communicating throughout scenes and reaffirming consent. I’m more comfortable with that as safewords tend to me shout them out before I can think and then not be able to articulate why I wanted to stop once the mood has been broken.

I prefer having to stay engaged while fucking as I unless I do my mind has a tendency to wander off and leave me less able to push myself to try things. It works for us because my Master is very good at balancing consent with control and because we know each other well.

Also I have an appalling memory under any kind of pressure (like an impending orgasm) and I know I’d never actually remember what the safeword I’m meant to be using. Having to make the effort to keep communicating with my Master is physically easier if mentally challenging and helps me keep in the submissive mood.

If I take myself out of that with a jolt, I go from the adrenaline and joy of subspace to what’s known as ‘subdrop’ which is basically a bloody great comedown that tends to make me not want to try that thing again even in different circumstances. Playing this way keeps me from doing that and knowing exactly what I can take.

And while I’m disappointed I couldn’t keep my Master’s cock in my cunt at the same time as fist toy, playing that way means I was already picturing how I could take it the next time before I’d even completely undressed after he left.

I might even have spent a large chunk of the weekend thinking about it too because that little taste of being fucked and fisted at the same time has left me greedy for more….

Fist Plus Cock

Pushing Me Further

My Master promised me a punishment the next time he saw me after I misbehaved at Easter weekend. I was to buy some beeswax candles and have them laid out waiting for him. I would be in anticipation to see where and when he dripped hot wax on me.

Part of me couldn’t wait, almost tempted to misbehave further to make sure it happened and part of me was scared enough that when I thought about it, my breath would catch for a second.

Funnily enough hot wax was one of the first kinky things my Master and I discussed when our relationship began but it’s never come up since. I’d even forgotten I had a bag of soy wax waiting to be used for that very purpose.

But yesterday all I could think about was wax play. My Master didn’t give me much warning he was coming round so I didn’t have time to get nervous. I had to focus on what to wear that didn’t make wax impossible but didn’t tell my Master where to drip it.

I went for a harness bra and a latex skirt for maximum opportunity and then turned my attention to my order. I was to be on the living room floor at 12.50 precisely riding the Belladonna Bitch Fist toy blindfolded and waiting for my Master on his way back from a run.

My breath caught again when he opened the front door because I hadn’t managed to take the fist for him before he arrived. The thumb was pressing against my cunt but wasn’t quite able to slip inside even when he bent me over, fingers on my clit and fist toy pushing against me.

I could hear him ordering me and the sound of my gasps as he switched the fist toy with his cock still brushing against my clit as I tried to hold myself back from coming. I could hear the latex stretching and moving and his grunts as he grabbed my corset to push deeper inside my cunt.

Then I heard the strike of a match and knew that he’d lit the candle. And then he went silent. I couldn’t hear him moving at all to anticipate what he might do and despite my bare ass up in the air as I was on my knees with his cock inside me, I thought for a second or two that he might not use the wax.

When the first drop fell on my skin, it stung and surprised me and then it kept coming, dripping onto my skin smoothly with a different amount of pain each time that kept me startled and on edge. One drip would feel manageable, the next made me jolt forward pulling away from my Master’s cock despite how good it felt inside me.

He ordered me to lean back against his cock and I fought the instinct to pull away and the urge to fill my stretched cunt full with his cunt. Just as I’d balanced the two conflicting desires, he switched his cock for the fist toy again, pressing it against me and ordering me to take it.

For some reason, my normally stretched cunt just couldn’t take it despite it being the easiest thing last week. My Master showed no mercy, pushing his cock hard inside me again and dripping more wax on my ass to punish me further.

Just as I wanted to cry with the pain of the wax and the frustration of not being able to please my Master by taking the fist, he flipped me over on to my back and the frustration turned to fear that he was going to drip hot wax on my bare cunt.

That sensation went straight to my cunt and the fist toy slipped straight inside me, filling my gaping cunt right up and making me come knowing how much my Master would like the view of a fist in my cunt and wax dripped all over my pale skin.

I wish I’d been thinking straight enough to ask him to take a photo of the red marks the wax left…

Pushing Me Further

Worth the Wait

After building me up nicely all morning and afternoon with the John Holmes toy, I was incredibly horny and well stretched when my Master arrived at my house. Wearing the blindfold always makes my other senses as alert as my cunt when I hear the front door open and I was particularly interested to hear that he was carrying a bag with him. My Master rarely brings props but when he does they are well chosen.

I wasn’t entirely surprised when there was a new sex toy sliding into my cunt from his bag of tricks. I was however very surprised when he lifted my head up to close a heavy metal collar round my neck next. My back went so straight in the tightened corset at that point, the toy slipped out of my cunt instantly as the whole dynamic made me even wetter.

And he wasn’t finished there. He pulled my hands behind my back and tied them together with the new hemp rope. I loved the feeling of it scratching against my wrists but felt very vulnerable as he was tying me. Then I realised why it’s important to wait before you decide on things because once he’d bound both my hands, the balance of it turned me from vulnerable to delightfully helpless.

Surprisingly being bound and on my knees with a blindfold and corset trying to hold a large heavy plug in my cunt while my Master pushed my face down onto his cock made me less panicky about swallowing him deeper than I usually do, especially when he was kneeling in front of me for added depth.

I’ve rarely felt so helpless as when he lifted me to my feet and forced my legs apart to play with my piercing as he kissed me. Torn between opening my legs further to enjoy his hand more and keeping them closed to keep the plug in and fill me up, I enjoyed being distracted into coming either way remembering another occasion he used his hand and mouth to almost knock me off my feet with an orgasm.

I was surprised by how almost tender he was being kissing me as I came tied up and helpless under his hands and then he turned me and had me down on my knees and face first into the sofa in an instant so I was bent over with my cunt up in the air begging for his cock, hands behind my back.

No matter that I still had the huge heavy plug in my cunt, he had plans to stretch me right open with it and his cock at the same time. Part of me felt like it wasn’t possible to manage both and part of me felt like I’d cry if it wasn’t possible. The second he slipped his cock inside I came hard enough to push the plug out which felt like a bonus and a loss at the same time.

Toy slipped back inside my cunt, my Master fucked me so hard I could feel my make up running under my blindfold and I was actually making the kind of noise the neighbours might hear instead of my usual silence. I’ve rarely come as hard and repeatedly as I did especially when he came inside me using my corset to pull me down even harder onto his cock.

Normally he’d have punished me harder for forgetting to say thank you sir for the orgasms but he was clearly feeling benevolent even if he did leave me in that position for a while and spank my ass before he’d consider untying me. I could have stayed like that all afternoon frankly…

tied up and fucked on the sofa

Worth the Wait

Spring Open

I’ve been experimenting with Princess for a while using two fingers inside her cunt to bring her to orgasm. It began out of practicality over winter when getting completely naked was too cold and we adapted to fucking with clothes still on.

It’s easier to reach two fingers inside while you’re still half dressed than a fist or four fingers and it’s made me get more creative with movements and actions to bring her to orgasm that way.

Lots of concentration on her G spot and playing with her clit after teasing my fingers along the inside of her thighs and across her cunt to make her shiver and squirm has been equally fun for both of us and I’ve been enjoying the same number inside me.

Yesterday though when we were fucking and it was warm enough to strip off completely I had an urge for her to put as many fingers inside my cunt as possible and start stretching me out a bit more now spring is here again.

But Princess had other ideas and despite me asking for two then three fingers, she kept stroking my cunt with just one finger until I was frustrated but turned on and as close to bratty about it as I get about it.

Then just as I was about to pout and protest, she licked my clit until I came, never taking her finger out of my cunt circling it round, brushing against my G spot and fucking me slowly and steadily all while I squirmed in pleasure to an excellent orgasm.

Keeping that one finger inside my cunt she switched to stroking my clit with both fingers on either side of it back and forth until my clit was swollen and I was writhing off the bed incredibly close to the kind of orgasm that makes your head spin.

She literally had me in the palm of her hand pacing me back and forward until my clit was almost painful I was so turned on and close to coming, all with one finger inside and two fingers around my clit.

When I came it was less like an orgasm and more like losing grasp of reality. My mind went blank with anything except the intensity and enjoyment of that orgasm and it made me miss her finger when she finally slipped it out again.

It also made me greedy to see how much further she can push me with more fingers inside while she plays with my clit. I might have to get to try with an orgasm for each extra finger til we get to the fist or I actually pass out in pleasure…

Spring Open

Monthly

I have always been incredibly grateful to live in a time and place where contraception has always been freely available to me. How else would I have been able to be so slutty after all? And with that sluttiness in mind, I always liked the so called long acting reversible contraceptives that are likely to stop your periods like my IUD.

So every single month I am surprised by Princess’s period, making me tempted to get a period tracker on my phone just for that reason. But this month, I remembered just as it was about to start and looked forward to seeing if it made any difference to fucking her.

Some women are hornier around their period, but with Princess it’s hard to tell since she’s pretty damned horny all the time but she definitely seemed very in the mood when I was brushing my thumb across the outside of her panties to tease her.

Watching her squirm against my hand was making me pretty horny and it didn’t take me much to take her panties off and very very slowly slide one finger inside her cunt. And it felt amazing. All the wetness of her being turned on but with an added element that made it even easier for me to slide the pads of my fingers over her G spot until she came incredibly hard under my hand.

I loved the feeling. Her cunt seemed much sensitive to light sensations and movements and it was like the best lube in the world with a combination of movement and grip. I couldn’t bring myself to take my hand out and instead I kept pressing and rubbing my fingers inside her until she came again. And again.

I was incredibly wet from the feeling of her cunt against my hand and she thanked me by slipping one end of the double toy into herself and pressing the other end against my cunt which was incredibly greedy for it.

Then she fucked me incredibly hard with the toy taking advantage of that added grip from the blood to hold the toy tighter inside herself in order to really give me a thorough fucking. The sight of her with the toy and the feel inside me as our clits rubbed together pushed me to an orgasm in no time.

I’m very much going to be looking forward to next month now…

Monthly

Seeing Double

I’m sure you were hoping to see a photo of Princess all dressed up in her new slutty outfit but if I’m honest we got too distracted to take any pictures.

On her return from the shop (after a surprisingly long time away that she insisted was a long early evening queue but might just have been her enjoying walking around dressed like a sex doll) she found me astride my Master’s cock and couldn’t wait to join in.

He rewarded her slutty impatience and obedience by coming in her ass with her new thong pulled aside to suit the urgency while I licked her cunt and played with her clit at the same time. We’d certainly all worked up an appetite for dinner at that point.

Lying in bed after eating, my Master’s fingers went straight to Princess’s cunt and found her still incredibly wet and ready. He ordered me to join him and we fucked her cunt with two fingers inside her each to prove that two is often better than one.

And with that thought in mind, my Master ordered both his slutty sex toys to fuck each other with the new shorter double ended dildo we’d bought after discovering the first one kept us apart as well as bringing us together as he watched us and gave directions.

This toy was perfect for allowing us to get close enough that our clits were touching as we fucked each other back and forth pushing the toy deeper each time until my Master allowed us to put the Doxy on our clits as we fucked.

We remain different in our love of the Doxy. I like it on a lower speed directly on my clit and Princess likes it up as high as possible and slightly above her clit. We started gently and with the view of her face and feeling her cunt against mine as my Master watched I came quickly and she was able to take her turn with the toy.

The Doxy is so powerful that its deep rumbly vibrations passed through her cunt and down the toy into my cunt as she continued to fuck me with it like the cock whore I am. I found it incredibly hot and so did my Master coming into her mouth as she came round the dildo and Doxy.

The sight and sound of them both coming pushed me into a final orgasm and reminded me that sometimes two is ideal but three is even better…

 

Seeing Double

Dress Up Doll

As I mentioned the other day my Master does love body modification both as a kink and a rather enjoyable hobby when you are fucking two different women who happen to look very different to each other.

And I aim to please my Master which is why I’ve changed my own body so much since I met him to the point where I see people notice it all the time and look like they want to comment but can’t without showing themselves to be thinking filthy thoughts when they shouldn’t be.

But I enjoyed being able to please him another way this week by helping him modify Princess’s body too. He very generously offered me an opportunity to combine my two great loves of online shopping and smut and look for some fake tits for her to wear day to day.

He set me the task of deciding whether breast forms or enhancers were a better idea and working out the size and shape they needed to be for maximum slutty look and yet comfort to be worn all the time.

Forms are fantastic but best if you are using them with little or no breast tissue behind them so in this case I simply gleaned the advice of crossdressing men and trans women and looked at some enhancers or ‘chicken fillets’ instead which are better for wearing inside a bra to push up what you already have.

My Master of course made the final decision and I was left to be surprised. Although not as surprised as Princess who had no idea what was being planned while she was away with friends at the weekend.

It seemed appropriate to welcome her home with a new body for us to both play with and my Master arranged that we would all play together the night after she returned. He instructed me to give her slutty make up and to wait for him to arrive with his shopping.

I seem to have forgotten blindfolds exist this week and gave Princess the same style of heavy eye make up I often wear and she swears is why people know I’m a slut as soon as they meet me. I wanted to see if it brought out even more of an inner slut in her too but forgot it was likely to smudge on a blindfold.

She managed to be almost as obedient as I am by keeping her eyes shut as my Master came in and ordered her to undress as he filled the new bra he’d bought with the enhancers and he and I dressed her in it. The one advantage to no blindfold was being able to see Princess’s facial expressions as she felt her body feel different but not knowing how.

There was also a matching thong that looked perfect on her ass and then a very tight black dress that slid over the top and showed off all the curves of new bigger breasts, tiny waist and gorgeous ass. All finished off with a long red wig and a pair of high heeled boots that made her legs ridiculously long.

She looked so good there was only one thing to do with her. My Master got her to kneel down and take his cock in her mouth and then ordered her to get up and go out dressed like that with the taste of cock on her lips and go and buy wine from the local shop so everyone else could admire how good she looked too.

 

He would take the opportunity to fuck me repeatedly to orgasm while she showed off her new look in public for the first time and point out to me that he was turning Princess into Candi and I should be flattered…

 

Dress Up Doll