A Gift

My Master had a birthday recently and it’s hard to know what to get a man who already has a beautiful blonde wife and a slutty submissive. Somehow socks don’t seem like they’d cut it here.

But it seemed logical to combine the blonde wife and the slutty submissive in some way in order to celebrate his day so I organised a shoot with me and Princess to perform on camera just for my Master to see.

I had no doubt how gorgeous Princess would look on film but I was pleasantly surprised how naturally she took to performing on camera. No shyness, but plenty of sluttiness and stunning submission for him to look at.

I was slightly concerned that my Master would question whether I had permission for that part of my training with Princess and wondered how he would respond to my initiative. But I wanted to do something specifically for him to show how much I value his ownership and guidance.

But I woke to a message from Princess saying he had got instantly hard at the first photo and was now fucking her and it was followed by a message from him telling to give myself three orgasms with the John Holmes toy and the Doxy in quick succession and I knew he rather liked the gift.

In fact he’s already decided we need to do another shoot and embrace the porn star style more next year. I can’t wait…

A Gift

Hard to Explain

It took me a while when I first met my Master to understand that he enjoyed playing games with me and D/s but that didn’t mean he wasn’t serious about those games and didn’t value them.

I was brought up with the incredibly contradictory and confusing idea that games were both ridiculously childish and yet so deadly serious that they must be won at all costs. This gave me a strong distrust of people who can’t enjoy a game but can only be competitive over them and yet made me think that to ever play games with someone was a negative thing.

I had never met people who enjoyed the skills of a game beyond winning and liked to challenge themselves through the nuances of them and use them as a social tool to bring people closer together. My experience was more people using nefarious tactics to win at all costs and thus being divisive.

I had also in my early twenties had some professional dealings with people in the kink scene who treated the idea of BDSM incredibly achingly seriously. They set very specific rules as to what made you truly kinky and allowed to play giving the whole idea an oddly exclusive feel where you were never allowed in.

This gave me the idea that you had to be the right kind of person to be kinky and I wasn’t that kind of person so I ended up stuck in the vanilla world feeling confused and out of place because those people seemed to not know what to do with me either.

Vanilla people took my genuine innate love of sex and being slutty and saw it as shallow and somehow unbecoming while the kinky people I’d met seemed to think my love of sex and sluttiness made me not serious enough. Neither group seemed to want sex to be a fun game but for different reasons.

Then I met my Master and he loves games on so many levels from the problem solving aspect of them or using them to push people out of their comfort zone to simply having fun and using them to get to know people better.

It took me a while to catch up to the idea that for him games are not manipulative or exploitative but all about uncomplicated enjoyment. No bullshit, simply having a good time and making progress as you go.

So it seems apt that when I saw him and Princess on Saturday with some friends of his, we all played a (completely non sexual) board game for entertainment which I’ve never actually done with him before.

It combined a lot of alcohol and a mix of charades and Cards Against Humanity to fit the number of us playing. I couldn’t even look at my Master when it got to my go and I turned the card over to discover my task was to describe ‘asserting your dominance’.

That’s very much my Master’s game and one he’s very good at. I definitely couldn’t compete there…

Hard to Explain

Baby Steps

My Master is a very patient man. When he started stretching me out he began very gradually beginning me with slightly larger than average toys and working me up to those butternut squashes over nearly a year.

He guided me through task after task challenging me to push myself when I thought I couldn’t manage them or wasn’t seeing the progress in the same way he was. He gave me the direction and orders and left me to do the work which is exactly how I like it.

So having tightened up a bit recently I was disappointed to have gone backwards slightly but that turned to pleasure when my Master started giving me step by step stretching tasks again as I’ve missed the submission as much as the stretching.

First he gave me a thirty minute task the other day along with videos of him flogging Princess and ordered me to make myself come with the John Holmes toy. It definitely got me started but I was still a bit disappointed that I couldn’t take the toy deeper than I managed.

So last night when he gave me a forty five minute order with the same toy, I had high hopes that it would get me back on my way. I was to make myself come after 20 minutes, 30 minutes and 45 minutes and send him photographs at each stage to show how deep I was taking the toy.

I was determined to please him and show improvement so I started myself gradually with the inflatable toy. A minute each at 10 pumps, 15, 20, 25 and right up to 30 and I was ready to take the John Holmes toy.


I struggled to begin with needing a lot of lube to get it in and only being able to fuck myself very shallowly. But after about 10 minutes, it started sliding into my cunt which began to enjoy being fucked steadily as it stretched. By the time I came at 20 minutes, toy looked much more at home.


This time my cunt wanted fucked hard and fast for the next ten minutes so the toy made me wetter and hornier imagining my Master getting the messages. I enjoyed the feel of the toy stretching me out and filling me up and I actually came nine minutes later I was so ready for another orgasm.


At 30 minutes I had my perennial problem: my cunt was more than willing and my arms had given up being able to fulfil it. I stuck the toy to the wall and fucked myself from behind with it, pushing back as deeply as possible onto and remembering that playing this way with it on my Master’s orders made me squirt for the first time ever.

But tonight it wasn’t enough to push me into an orgasm no matter how hard I pushed against it. I took the toy down and rode it hard until the bed and my legs shook and I played with my clit piercing and I came hard with the toy buried deep inside me.

I rolled onto my back holding the toy inside me and was amazed to see how deep it stayed after three orgasms and 45 minutes of play when the rest of me couldn’t barely function.


I definitely felt like I’d made progress at that point and my Master seemed to agree telling me I’d done well. Hopefully I’ll be ready for his fist again soon…

Baby Steps

Marking the Occasion

I feel proud to wear my clit piercing as my collar from my Master and I know he loves the sense of ownership it marks. And of course I enjoy the extra sexual sensation it creates so I wasn’t surprised when my Master ordered that since Princess has been so well behaved she should get her own clit piercing as reward.

There are now legal issues about consensual clitoral hood piercings under female genital mutilation legislation in the UK so it can be quite difficult to get them done now due to the secretive cloak and dagger nature of finding a piercer that will do one off the books.

Princess was a little bit nervous about the piercing entailed so I thought it would be a good opportunity to introduce her to the piercer I know who will do them. He explained the procedure and the healing time to her and answered all her questions along with my encouragement.

She seemed much more positive when we left the piercing shop and went to go home but I was surprised when we stepped outside and she said that just talking about it had made her wet. I couldn’t wait to get back to hers at that point since it was closer than my house.

And she was so horny. It went straight to my cunt as she teased me and played with me through my tights until I was ready to pull them straight off and have her face first between my legs.

But it turns out I might have encouraged Princess to enjoy delayed gratification a little too much because she had no intention of letting have my way just yet as she kissed and nipped at me over the fabric for what felt like forever.

Just when I thought I couldn’t take much more, she let me slide my tights off and slipped two fingers inside me as she lavished attention on my own piercing as it was clearly what was on her mind.

It was no surprise to find that she was absolutely soaking wet when I got my hands on her cunt after my orgasm. I think my Master’s going to be very pleased with the pierced Princess…

Marking the Occasion


I know there are more pressing issues about the lack of disabled toilets in public places than me being able to slip into them with my Master to suck his cock, but the shortage of a well placed one in the pub the other night meant I didn’t get the chance in the end to complete that order for my Master.

Then a slight miscommunication with Uber by Princess and I after a few drinks meant not being able to go back to my Master and Princess’s house to end the night with me on my knees (and yes, I know there are more pressing issues with Uber than that too, but it was a frustrating end to an enjoyable evening.)

My Master decided Princess and I needed to make it up to him next day. He sent me a photo of Princess sucking his cock and ordered me to get ready take the John Holmes toy. It didn’t take much to get me ready when he then sent me a video of him flogging Princess’s ass bright red with the new flogger I gave her.

Each new stripe on her ass, each sound of the leather on naked flesh, each slight squirm from her with her ass in the air went straight to my cunt. The John Holmes toy slipped in easily even if I’m tight at the moment and couldn’t take as much of it straightaway.

Another video of Princess pressing the wand against her clit while my Master fucked her cunt with his hand made me ready to fuck myself with the John Holmes toy especially when I saw the beautiful gape Princess has these days.

I had just managed to come when my Master ordered me to warm myself back up to my stretched self with exactly 30 minutes of fucking myself with the John Holmes toy. I was to come after 20 minutes and then again at 30 minutes.

My cunt was so ready for a long slow fucking even I was slightly disappointed by how tight I’ve got recently. But after about 15 minutes I could feel my cunt stretching open and I came hard at 20 minutes.

Although it turns out my clock is a little slow so in order to make my Master’s exacting standards for orders, I had to come again in six minutes not ten. I was so wet and stretched by then it wasn’t a problem to come but I couldn’t get up again for the next half an hour.

I definitely need more practice to get me back to my stretched and slutty self…


Bathroom Break

As ordered the other night, I followed Princess in the toilets of the pub giving thanks for the fact there’s that cliche about women always peeing in pairs and taking their handbags with them.

Stereotype makes it much easier to slide into a cubicle together and for me to push her against the door and pull her tights down so I could feel how wet our conversation about oversized objects in someone’s cunt had made her.

I certainly didn’t need any lube to slip the pink G spot toy she loves so much into her soaking cunt. She enjoys that toy so much I bought a second one recently so she get fucked with it at my house and at her own so it was the perfect moment to surprise her with that.

She responded by pushing her tights down further so she could spread her legs wider and get fucked deeper and harder with the toy. Acutely aware of not making any rhythmic noises against the door as I fucked her, it was a delight to watch her arch her back and take the toy as deep as possible.

I then slid to my knees and licked her cunt while fucking her with the toy, pressing my palm against her each time she bucked backwards out of reach of my tongue. Normally Princess lifts her legs when she is about to come but obviously that’s not possible when you are standing up.

Instead she put her arms above her head and stretched up as high as possible as I fucked and sucked at her cunt until she came hard on my face and onto the toy. I slipped it out of her and made her suck it clean before sliding it back into my bag and slipping out of the cubicle.

I had sent my Master a photograph of the toy inside Princess so he knew I’d been following orders when I sat back down at the table. I’m sure he was imagining his turn next with the taste of Princess still on my lips…

Bathroom Break