Last New Year’s Day was uneventful. I think I had a nap. I might have spent Christmas in an increasingly sexually charged text conversation with an interesting man I was desperate to fuck, but otherwise I had no clue that I’d spend 2015 being trained to be a fully submissive slut.
This year my body and mind have changed beyond recognition in just 365 days. With the work and guidance of my Master, it’s been a year of firsts and new things.
My first D/s relationship. A new name. A new body. The first time I realised I was actually quite kinky. A new cunt. The first time I discovered submission wasn’t passivity. The first time someone told me what to do and I did it. New boundaries teaching me to push past what was easy or expected.
The first functioning day of the new year ended up with me being fucked by the man who would be my Master but it took me months to work out he was training me. Not til he gave me a list of things to complete for him.
- Wax or shave your pussy smooth and keep it that way.
- Pierce your clit hood.
- Pierce your tongue.
- Take your fist in your pussy.
- Deepthroat 8 inches of dildo.
- Take your fist in your ass.
- Make a girl come.
- Agree to come to and participate in a sex club.
- Be tied to the bed and blindfolded.
- Take two cocks at once.
It was the fist in my pussy that leapt out to me most on that list. Despite me being so tight when we first met that taking three of his fingers was a challenge, under his instruction I’d been playing at stretching myself more and more.
Starting with my own fingers and a lot of lube and then his fingers and several toys, within 6 weeks of him giving me that list I managed to slip my own fist inside my pussy the night before I got my clit piercing done.
Since then if I haven’t managed to tick everything off the list yet, I’ve done something active about each one. I’m always smoothly shaved to show off my piercing. Nothing makes me come harder than my Master’s fist in my cunt. I’ve joined a sex club and arranged a date to go. I’ve had my first experience with a woman and made her come.
Despite not even owning a plug this time last year, I now have several I wear almost every day and one I love to sleep in. I love being fucked by Master’s cock while having another toy inside me and look forward to playing with two hot hard cocks at the same time at the club. I’ve been tied up and found wearing a blindfold makes me even less likely to say no to things.
With each one I belong more to Master and want to please him even more. So when today he gave me my new list for 2016, I didn’t feel the apprehension of the first, only the anticipation.
- Deepthroat my cock
- Take his fist in my ass
- Pierce your tongue
- Train your waist to 24″ in a corset
- Spend a night in a sex club wearing blackout contacts
- Take both his hands in my cunt
- Be fucked by three guys at once
- Make 10 people come in one night
- Spend a night with a girl
- Train my own sissy slave
- Get a tattoo
- Wear a wig and butt plug every time I go out for a month
- Keep a public blog of my training
I don’t think I could have contemplated a single one of those orders this time last year but today the one that gave me most pause was the idea of wearing a wig when I go out. My submissive slut side Candi loves her new hair, but elsewhere I identify so much with short hair it feels oddly exposing. But I’ve already started the blog, so who knows?